I was the expert.
Now I'm the beginner.
For 40 years I was the one with the title, the identity, the answers. I knew what I was doing. I was good at it. And then I retired — and for the first time in my adult life, I had no idea what I was doing.
That's terrifying. It's also, it turns out, brilliant. Because being a beginner means everything is interesting again. Every small win matters. Every failure teaches you something. And nobody expects you to be perfect.
Novice Again is the honest account of what happens when you decide — later in life, with no particular expertise — to try things anyway.
There's a double meaning. Novice Again, yes. But also N/A — Not Applicable. That's what our culture quietly tells women over 50. That we're invisible. Off the radar. Past our prime. This channel is a direct, cheerful, unapologetic refusal of that idea.